Gina?

From TSA a few hours ago. I left my gouache and acrylic in Oakville so I thought I'd try a little digital - was the best thing I've ever done. SO fun! I can't wait to go back next friday - so expect to see more of these. The only problem is I'm restricted by the one outlet in the room for my power cable.. haha, so chances are they will be at the same angle.

I finished my internship - summer! I have so many things I gotta do, and want to do. Take things up to another level now, no time to waste. If you notice I've been posting rather infrequently lately, well, I've grown more fond of deviantArt, cgsociety, and conceptart communities - blogger seems a bit disconnected to the world in many ways, but it will remain my outpost in the desert should anyone wish to find me.

I'm not going to lie, lately I've been feeling really restless, impatient, eager, frustrated, and confused. I keep feeling like I'm searching for something. I keep feeling like I'm lost, that I'm not on the right track to achieving my goals - what are my goals?? I don't even know what I want to do (actually, thats not true), I want to do EVERYTHING if I could. All of it, in some way shape or form. But you have to decide right. I was so stoked about doing a personal film in 4th year but now I don't know, I don't see how that brings me closer to my dreams. Part of my frustration comes from hearing about all the awesome things my homies are doing out in the world at their various studios across the world, meanwhile I'm stuck in Toronto doomed to do nothing but wait for another chance to jump onboard. I can't wait to get out of this place. All I know is that I won't stop painting while I think about.. I'll never stop, not anymore.